I did not believe this apocryphal version that told the story of Sadik as the main hero of one of the most important events of the antifascist resistance in Tirana. His death, together with his two friends, was heroic. It is not important who “danced” between the tanks! Only that my cousin Valbon had always the desire of rectifying this injustice! In 1971, when for the first time in 29 years we, as a family, went to Tirana and visited and honored Sadik’s grave, once again the family version of the story resurrected: uncle Sadik’s heroism had been neglected because of Enver Hoxha’s vengeance. During our stay in Tirana, we hoped to meet some friends of uncle Sadik, who could tell us what had really happened. But we did not meet anyone and only heard the official version.
Recently, I have found on the internet the story of an eyewitness who, I believe, told the real truth of how uncle Sadik was killed with Vojo Kushi and Xhorxhi Martin. This testimony was taken from Muharrem Llanaj’s memoir. He said that he was the fourth man in the group that happened to be in the street of Kodra e Kuqe in Tirana, at the house of Ije Farka. Llanaj, according to what is cited on that internet site, said that the three heroes were killed as the official version says, but nobody remembers his name, because he, luckily and miraculously, escaped execution.
The fact remains that uncle Sadik had really been against Enver Hoxha, and this is surely the reason why the Communist historiography and the propaganda of Enver Hoxha chose to celebrate Vojo Kushi as national hero, neglecting the other two. In our family we believe that Said was against Enver Hoxha. And this argument served me well, since childhood, to be anti- Enverist. I was convinced that uncle Sadik had known the character of Enver Hoxha well.
I knew Sadik was very intelligent and open. Enver is remembered as a tyrant, a leader with a bad character, who killed, detained and interned thousands of people, isolated and damaged a place as beautiful and rich as Albania, and plunged it into total collapse.